It's so hard to live with somebody who is not your muhrim. This is my situation since 3 weeks ago (which i feel like 3 years already, i juz cant bear it). I have to wear tudung the moment i step out of my bedroom. I have to wake up very early to prepare my kids for school; breakfast, snack/meal pack, etc. And all of these are very inconvenient for me. Ney ndak malar jak mood swing. Giney nak masak awal2 pagi bertudung2. rasa berkumbuk jak di dapur. tensennnn!!!! Panas! Berpeluh! dah mandi pun rasa lom mandi. This is unbearable... but i have no way out at the moment. Tried to tell myself to be patient but patience do have its limit. Kmk tok manusia biasa, bukannya malaikat. Tried very much to motivate myself with lots & lots of positive thinking everytime i feel stressed but to no avail. It is easier said than done. :(
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