Thursday, March 10, 2011

Dunia hanya pinjaman

Allah swt boleh ambik balik semua harta kita yang di'loan'kan selama nie dlm sekelip mata. So, we must appreciate what we have and pray to Allah that he will have His mercy upon us to extend the loan, especially our loved ones... family, husband, parents & children.

Why is it so difficult to perform the solah? 5 waktu jer pun & setiap waktu tu, tak sampai 10 min pun. Syaitan nie memang terer dlm melalaikan kita semua. If we really wants God to have mercy on us, we should also do our part... the Pillars of Islam.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Weekend @ home

It feels nice to stay 2 home with hubby & the kids. The weather is good and the wind is blowing gracefully. Having a break while sewing the kids' pyjama & night gown. Juz to drop a note or two @ this blog coz I'm feeling goooooooddddddddddd. :)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

School holidays Nov 2010

School holiday was started with bad news. Mak Aji Ros passed away a day after Aidil Adha @ 1am (18 Nov 2010). It was a new experience for myself and indeed, a very valuable one. Relatives from Kuching flew early morning. The jenazah was buried around 11am. It was a sad morning indeed.

On 19th Nov, Abang flew to KL and Kedah the next day to continue his studies. Wish him well and hope everything goes smoothly. Always praying that he will complete the Master study this year and will be able to graduate next year. Insya Allah.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

forgive & forget?

A month passed by without any entry :(. Been quite bz lately. Time sure flies fast. Faster than we thought. A few things that i want to jot down here...

Forgive n forget???? Again, it is easier said than done. When u r in the situation itself, u'll know how hard it is for u to forget. Especially if u r badly hurt by it.

Bowling???? Sorry...not my game. Call me kolot or whatever. It's just not the game that i would want myself to be seen in.

Hhmmmm... feeling depressed? i think so. so many factors contribute to this inconvenient situation that i'm in.

Hope for a better tomorrow.

*v* 06 July 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

Journal 25.05.2010


It's so hard to live with somebody who is not your muhrim. This is my situation since 3 weeks ago (which i feel like 3 years already, i juz cant bear it). I have to wear tudung the moment i step out of my bedroom. I have to wake up very early to prepare my kids for school; breakfast, snack/meal pack, etc. And all of these are very inconvenient for me. Ney ndak malar jak mood swing. Giney nak masak awal2 pagi bertudung2. rasa berkumbuk jak di dapur. tensennnn!!!! Panas! Berpeluh! dah mandi pun rasa lom mandi. This is unbearable... but i have no way out at the moment. Tried to tell myself to be patient but patience do have its limit. Kmk tok manusia biasa, bukannya malaikat. Tried very much to motivate myself with lots & lots of positive thinking everytime i feel stressed but to no avail. It is easier said than done. :(